fuck

Man I freaken hate my sister and my brother they get so mad for the stupidest things and they never fucken do shit

Irritation

Baby sitting and not getting paid gets me so made I hate the fact these dam kids don't listen to anybody they get me so mad

Feelings toward my dad

I feel bad that he could be sent away but even though I have never really been with him again ever since my quincenera I still feel like deep down he does love me or atleast I hope he does.....I know that if he would tell me straight up one day that he dosent want to know about me I really think I would die of sadness

How today was like

Things today started of good but at the end I felt like if everyone just had something against me and plus I found out some things about my dad that didn't make me feel so good things have just been on edge parley! I think I just need time alone some day's!