i know life has been realy hard on me lately but im just wondering when will things get easier for us all. i know deep down im going to have to move and maybe forget about everything and everyone who is here. but if it means getting my brother back i will totaly give up this sacrifice i would give up my life if i had to just so that he wouldnt have to go through this anymore. i cry everytime i think about what he is going through if hes cold or hot or hungry i dont know what to think any more :(